fish curry

salam..it has been quite long since my last post bout recipe/food!!! so here goes my fish curry recipe..just finish cooking the curry about an hour ago for dinner..

Bahan2nya..:-
*ikan beberapa ekor..
(i used ikan kembung je, nak guna bawal ok gak
*slices of bawang besar and bawang puith
*rempah kari ikan Allagappas
*sikit air asam jawa
*beberapa batang bendi..or tomatoes
*sedikit garam
*daun kari
*santan
*emm, i dun know the name, tp bijik2 yg slalu ada dlm kari..sikit je


caranye:-
1- masukkan sikit minyak dlm periuk
2-tumis bawang besar n garlic smpi keluar bau
3- masukkan serbuk rempah kari ikan (agak2 la sukatan)
4-masukkan sedikit air
5-kacau sedikit and masukkan daun kari n bijik2 kecik tu.
6- Biarkan rempah dan bahan2 tu about mendidih skit or pecah minyak..(my mum said pecah minyak)..
-mcm keluar minyak sikit-
7- masukkan sikit air asam jawa (air je, xpayah masukkan asam jawa lak)
8-pastu masukkan ikan and tambah air..
9- tngu dlm 4-6minutes, and then masukkan bendi
10-pastu masukkan santan and kacau..then put some garam.
11-biarkan mendidih
..then siap...yummy..:)

rindu perth

taktau cmne nak cakap. rasa rindu giler dkt perth:( sobs...rindu places there..tenang, selamat, damai..bahagia..rindu curtin uni..rindu transperth..rindu swan river!!!

rindu kawan2, kakak2, adik2,abang2, aunty2 di seluruh perth...

rock- i miss ur emo
min- i miss ur muka superman
amal- nak gossip ngn kau
kak chom- i rindu xlarat nak dgr u risau
yana n tikah- rindu korg yg giler n so kanak2 ribena
fitriani- saya rindu ur motivational words
nur- rindu nak gaduh ngn akak x?
syazwan, nabila, umai, fiza- rindu umah korg, rindu muka2 baik korg:)
ayie, sue, hana- rindu welcoming from korg..n sue yg caring and ayie yg sopan
sal-akak rindu ketawa agaga awak
fare- akak rindu awak yg sweet..jgn asyik gaduh ngn nur k..hehe
najwa-nak makan sambal awak! sedap ah!
aman- rindu gelabah n buli kau..rindu action ko as abang
hazman- rindu ceramah free from kau
smap- rindu nak bawak keta kau.n soklan2 cepumas kau
nas- ko mmg best ah..support aku sentiasa..
acap- ko mmg sengal..aku rindu nk studi ngn kau..
syah-rindu senyuman bermakna kau..plus keta kau of cors..*nak claim belanja okies*
paiz- rindu citer2 mengarut kau
kak tie, kak najwa, kak nisah- rindu nasihat2, circle usrah kita..rindu nak swim n makan2 dgn akak2...:(
aunty mimi: miss ur sweeetness, ur house, ur cooking..all bout u
kak zie- i miss u n ur kids..eps amir n aishah..
aunty fauziah- miss u a lot..u r so kind:(

ah...tak macho langsung malam ni..apsal la rindu giler kat perth ni:(:( down :(

PERTH!!!!!



(our first welcoming bbq by aunty mimi at burswood)


(rock and me at victoria park transfer station, tngu bus nak pgi spring fest at UWA)


(rock, kak najwa, me and kak tie at bbq for abg fadzil's besday)


(raya 2008..after solat raya in Headburn Mosque, Perth..with my adik2+ kakak2 usrah tersayang)

masa lalu dan masa depan

Assalamulaikum wbt,

Lately, lots of things come through my mind. semuanya pasal masa depan dan jugak perkara2 yg dah berlalu. my life has been 22 years 1 month and 2weeks. i think i am going into adult stage after i underwent baby, kid and teenage stages. maybe gak sbb dah abis studi, so terasa diri ni mcm dah nk kena face lots of reality in this real world padahal kawan2 lain ramai lagi yg sedang bergembira and enjoy life as a student dkt uni...most of them are in Australia..bertaburan kat seluruh Australia except Northern Territory..some dkt UK..some dkt Indonesia, some dkt Russia, sorg tu dkt Jordan, sorg tu dkt France, and ada kat US and some in Malaysia dan merata-rata lagi kat bumi Allah ni menuntut ilmu.

to kawan2 ku, enjoyla idup sbg student.mmg rileks. even rs tension dgn assignments and exams, tp at least ada matlamat n tujuan hidup and masa sentiasa di penuhi perkara-perkara berfaedah. klu tak pon, bnyk msa nak enjoy and pikir utk diri sendiri.mmg best la hidup sbg student. patutla senior2 dulu yg dah kerja ckp nak jadi student balik..now, i understand y...

sebelum ni, idup aku cam mudah je jalan nye. lepas upsr, dpt result ok..dpt masuk tkc.senang2 je..takpayah tngu second intake ke ape ke..tak mcm adik aku, rezeki die nak masuk sbp xde, and nak masuk mrsm pun alhamdulillah dapt gak even 2nd intake..:)
after tkc, trus dpt skolarship smbg belajar kat oversea. guna result trial lak tu..xtngu spm betul..bukan nak riak dgn menyatakan sume menda ni kat sini..tp nak menunjukkan betapa senangnya jalan yg Allah dah sediakan utk aku, ALHAMDULILLAH. lepas pre-uni, even ada sikit down di situ..tp ttp dipermudahkan jalan hidup aku ni. dpt masuk uni at 19years old, Alhamdulillah. even though masa ni timbul sedikit regret dalam diri ni, sbb tak berkesempatan nk memilih course sendiri.semuanya telah di tetapkan oleh encik sponsorship saya.tp sy redha sbb rsnya ini lah jalan yg terbaik Allah dah letak kan utk sy.

sepanjang di miri, rasanya walaupun setahun je..tp bnyk perkara yg dpt dipelajari..friendships, maturity, new view of life and lots more. bnyk kawan2 baru.n pelbagai ragam. ada yg sgt meninggalkan kesan dlm hidup ni. yg bg kenangan n pengajaran bermakna dalm hidup ni. rs kekeluargaan pun ada dkt miri.tp lepas sume fly pegi perth, sume bawak diri sndri. sume mengejar hidup masing2. sikit2 rs friendship and kekeluargaan tu pudar.sedih dgn keadaan cmni. tp syukur, kawan yg dr miri yang sama2 menjadi pendengar setia dlm setiap masalah aku..tetap menjadi kawan yg best..malah jd bestmate masa dkt perth. Thank you rock. miss u so much. sepanjang dkt perth,mcam2 jugak pelajaran n pengalaman yg dapt. n yg plg penting..hidup ni tak boleh nak ikut hati. kena berfikir baik buruknya pada diri sendiri dan org2 sekeliling termasuk keluarga.
syukur, perjalanan die perth walaupun bnyk liku2 nya..berjaya jugak ditempuhi.

pulang ke malaysia, lain pula dugaan nya. kali ini..jalan yg Allah tetapkan tidak semudah dulu lagi..sedikit tergoyah dgn dugaan ini.tp setiap manusia, jalan hidupnya berbeza-beza..jadi aku harus tempuhi jalan yg Allah dah pilih. Aku yakin ini yg terbaik sbb Allah tak akan menguji hambaNYA yg tak mampu nak menerima ujian yg diberi. Allah tu Maha Penyayang lagi Maha Mengetahui. DIA Maha Perancang.

Ya Allah..mcm2 perkara bermain di fikiran..aku mohon yg terbaik dr segala yg akan terjadi pada masa depanku..sama ada sebentar lagi..atau bertahun-tahun lagi. aku mohon di beri kekuatan dalm iman ku, supaya aku menjadi muslimah yg ikhlas..aku mohon kekuatan dalam prinsip ku, supaya aku menjadi manusia yg bertimbang rasa dalam tindakan..aku mohon supaya aku menjadi anak solehah dan kakak yg mithali buat ibu bapa dan adik2 ku..aku mohon diberi kesempatan dan peluang membalas jasa2 ibubapa ku..aku mohon diberikan jalan yg mudah dan terbaik buatku dalm mencari rezeki...mendapat pekerjaan yg sesuai dgn diriku, yg menjamin agamaku dan masa depanku, ms dpn keluarga ku dan yg terbaik buat ku dan org2 di sekeliling ku.

dan ku mohon, jodoh yg wasatiah dan dpt membimbingku dan zuriatku kelak supaya lebih dkt padaMU, dapt mengisi hidupku dgn kasih sayang dan sefahaman. Ya Allah..kau berilah yg terbaik buatku kerana Engkaulah yg maha mengetahui..

biar aku jadikan masa lepas ku sbg langkah utk aku lebih dkt padaMU, dkt pada kebaikan dan dkt pada kejayaan. Bukan menjadikan masa lepas ku sbg penghalang aku berubah atau utk melarikan diri dr masalah. Dan biar aku ukir masa depan ku dgn perkara2 yang mubarak lagi di redhai MU...Amin.

the phone calls

Dear blog,

Yesterday, I got two calls. one from Strategi Sepakat Sdn Bhd, a bumiputra company for geotecnical and hyrdology consultants company based in Subang Jaya. They company owner, Tuan Hj Zahari would like me to join the company's team to do slope mapping in Grik. I will join three other experienced geologist to do this project. Though it is only project basic contract with this company, I am happy since this is my first positive response I received after two weeks of trying to get job as a geologist. I am interested to join the team as a fresh grad and will start the mapping next tuesday. All of us will be gathered at Grik Resthouse for briefing. I told Mr Hisham, Tn Hj Zahari's assistant that I will confirm with him latest by last night.

Then, around 5.30pm, I received another call from Suhana in CGGVeritas, KLCC. She said, I got an interview with CGGVeritas next wednesday at 1000am for position of Processing Geophysicist. I was like, ALHAMDULILLAH!!! Though this position is not really what I studied before (I did Major Geology, minor geophysics) but I will try my best, at least to gain experience being interviewed by other oil and gas company apart from Petronas. I am hoping what ever that will comes later on for me, is the best for me, for my family, for my religion, for my future and also for everyone else. I don't want to put high hopes but I will try my best for this interview. InsyaAllah. Please pray for me. I hope my luck is better here than in Petronas since they doesn't want my service, thus I am more than happy to serve other companies.

I just believe in two things, particularly for what I am facing currently...

" Rezeki Allah ada di mana-mana, setiap org rezekinya berbeza-beza, jalan yg bakal di lalui berbeza-beza, namun tujuan utama tetap sama"

and

" Putus asa tidak salah asalkan tidak membuatkan kita lemah selama-lamanya, Allah tidak menghilangkan rasa sedih dan kecewa dari hati kita, tp Allah juga menyediakan kekuatan utk kita bangun semula merancang masa hadapan...insyaAllah"

Something to gain with

Athi Loves,

You should be strong..stronger than you ever been before. No matter what happens, life must go on. Your journey in life just started and this is how it starts. You must never regret of this because Allah choose you for this reason. He will never give obstacles to those He knows can't face it. So, with this small obstacles you are facing with, take it as anugerah(s) from Allah and also a challenge to be more wise in the future.

Athi loves, please don't let yourself down, though you went overseas to study, you are left out with all other things. Remember, we can't have everything at a time. Its now the time for you to gain back what you have left behind. Think of yourself, think of your future, think of your family and those who loves you. Only those things can make you smile and keep on walking every day with a better pace each day begins.

Love your Life.
Believe in Your Own Potential.
Wake up each day with the awe of just being alive.
Forget the Past.
Take the power to Choose what you want To Do and Do it Well.
Open Your Heart and Your Mind to Every Opportunity.
Don't be afraid to keep trying.
Create your Own Dreams.
Colour your Life with people and things you Love.
Focus on all that is good.
Life always get better with a Positive Attitude!

With loves,
Yourself...Athi

The Arabs Puppets

insaf!

the unknown

What’s waiting for me out there? I never know but I always intend to know. My heart keep bumping and wondering what are waiting for me in the real world out there. Today is 7^th February 2009. I have 8 more days left to live in Perth, Australia. I’ll go back to Malaysia on 15^th February 2009, taking MAS Flight at 5.30pm from Perth International Airport to KLIA.

The questions that keep on coming in my mind lately are…

What is working life is about? Will I be once more nerdy, staring the computer screen from 8am-5pm every day?

Do I have to come to office on the weekend? This is a ridiculous! No life at all if the answer is yes..

Wait, where will I be posted? KLCC? Miri? Please not again..Kerteh? Kuantan? Melaka? Labuan? KK???

But before that.. Will I get work with Petronas?hmmm…

When can I continue my study again? Believe it or not, after 3months without books, without lectures and assignments, I feel bored! Somehow, my life revolved around study life since I was 5 years old…

*Wish I can continue my Master after few years working

* But I also wish I settle down first before that. But it’s all in Allah’s plan.

What will happen to me? To Imran, Amir and Izzat in five years time? Ayah will pencen by then…

Futute is so unpredictable..Oh Allah, guide me to the right path. Show me the right way. Meet me with the right person. And please give your bless to me in my journey. I pray for you for the best to come in my life…Amin.