28 Hari di NICU

Assalamualaikum semua, 

Kalian masih ingat pada arwah Zarifa si Wildan Syurga ? 

Kalau dah lupa atau tak pernah tahu pasal si Wildan Syurga ini, jemputlah scroll ke entry2 lama saya berkaitan #Zarifa ku sayang

Saya minta maaf awal2 sekiranya sesiapa yg membaca entry2 lama tersebut, mengalir air matanya. Apakan daya, mmg ini kisah sedih tp penuh pengajaran dan kecintaan. 

Setahun sudah berlalu pemergian si Wildan Syurga ini, ayah Zarifa sendiri telah berjaya menulis sebuah buku mengenai perkongsian hidup yg Allah pinjamkan antara beliau dan isterinya dengan Zarifa. 

Buku yg bertajuk 28 Hari di NICU. 

My 3rd Birth Story

Alhamdulillah, I dah selamat melahirkan anak ketiga pada 29 June 2016 yang lepas. Tarikh EDD mengikut kiraan haid patutnya pada 20 July 2016 (Genap 40 weeks). But, since I already had two previous Emergency Cesarean, we scheduled the 3rd operation on the 8th July, Friday which will be the 3rd day of Syawal. Dengan niat, I dapat habiskan berpuasa seterusnya dapat beraya sekejap sebelum berpantang. Date scheduled operation tu patutnya pada 38 minggu 2 hari.

Tapi, kita kan merancang, Allah yg menentukannya. Walaupun dah plan untuk elective cesarean operation kali ni, I still have to go through the labor process jugak! Oh sayang nya Allah pada diriku, dapat lagi merasa sakitnya contraction (walaupun tak lama kali ni), dapat jugakla menghapuskan dosa2 kecilku..mudah mudahan.

Al kisahnya mcm ni...

28 June- Selasa
Already on my day 2 of medical leave. So I stayed at my parents' in Penang. Habiskan berpuasa di Penang dan get ready for delivery.  I cook spaghetti bolognese for berbuka. I mintak ayah carikan air tebu or air kelapa utk berbuka sebab tiba2 je rasa teringin sangat nak minum either one of it. masa ni husband dah balik ke Perak. I stayed at my parents' with Ilyaas and Imani.
I repeatedly went to toilet for big business about 5 times on this day.

29 June- Rabu
Bangun sahur as usual. Mak cook something simple sebab gas habis. I eat a lot, tambah 2 kali waktu sahur. After sahur, went to loo again for big business. Waited for mak to go to work and I continued my sleep. At 9.30ish am, feel like sakit perut memulas. I know it might be contraction but I ignored it coz still sleepy. At 10am, Imani woke me up and I still have the sakit perut. Ignore lagi sbb dari yesterday asyik pergi toilet. Went to toilet to give bath to Imani and suddenly I felt something running in between my legs. Clear water! Oh, this must be my amniotic fluid! terus jerit panggil my dad but he was not around at that time. I quickly gave bath to Imani and tried to call my husband. He's not picking up the phone. Called my mum and told her immediately. Dad returned home and got panicked after I told him that my water bag already leaking and need to go to hospital soon. Called department's secretary to ask her to inform my husband since I can't reach his phone.
Went to loo one last time for big business before going to hospital.
At 11am something, we went to KPJ BM. Straight to emergency department.
Near 12pm, I was wheeled to labor room. Husband started his journey back to Penang.
change uniform hospital.
Did CTG. contraction quite strong by now.
Insert urine bag tube.
Insert line on my left hand. So sakit!
Meet anesthetist
Signed all the needed documents.
Change bed.
Strolled to OT. saw my mum on my way to OT. She kissed my forehead.
I started shivering.
Get half body bius. Not so sakit like inserting the line earlier. Surprisingly sebab everybody told me it is sakit.
They (doctors and nurses) setting up the operation.
Asked me few questions and they began.
Can smell fire and blood and flesh. My own blood and flesh.
Smell hangit too.
Nurses pressing my tulang rangka to pull out baby.
Baby cried! I said Alhamdulillah. Anes was with me all the way.
This time around, I requested to bring along my spectacles to OT.
So that I can wear it during skin to skin contact.
They put my spectacle on me and gave me the baby.
So putih and red!
Alhamdulillah...

I am now a mother of three children. Masha Allah...Syukur ...

Simple Roti Sosej untuk berbuka

Ni cerita 2 minggu lepas kot. 

My sis in law share resepi melalui fb. I terus rasa nak buat. sebab senang, and all the bahan2 ada dekat rumah. Kebetulan Ilyaas pulak puasa on that day. So, lagi semangat la uminya nak buat something different. Hari tu plak husband decide beli makanan kat luar, jadi I ada lebih masa after balik kerja utk buat roti sosej simple ni. 

Nampak mcm pizza sosej pun ada jugak. 

Biskut Coco Crunch

Cuti Nuzul Quran untuk Ramadhan 2016 jatuh pada hari rabu. 

Tengah2 minggu, jadi kami tak plan nak ke mana-mana pun. 

Pagi I kemas pelbagai jenis bag. Bag utk bawa ke hospital, bag baby utk masuk OT nanti, beg baju raya, beg extended stay at my parents' house, toys and buku anak2 untuk di bawa balik ke my parents' house...Agak serabut sebab too many to pack and I jadi pening what to bring what not to bring. Walaupun list dah buat panjang2.. 

After packing, I cooked for kids' lunch. Ayam masak kicap je. And also buat kari to frozen kan. 

By lunch time, bagi anak2 makan and ajak husband keluar kejap. Am going to make biskut raya pulak after Zuhur to kill the time. hahha boring. nak membaca malas now. 

Biskut yg I buat kali ni is Biskut Coco Crunch. I rasa ni kali kedua I buat, last yr ada buat jugak, but I did not share the recipe sebab last yr we had a big lost in our family masa early Ramadhan. 

Original resepi from resepi citarasawan

KICKME Apps untuk rekod pergerakan baby dalam perut

Bila pregnant, masuk 3rd trimester (7 months and beyond), nurse/doctor will ask us to start kira pergerakan baby dalam perut. 

Masa 1st and 2nd pregnancy, I kira manually, means bila rasa baby gerak, take note. Kadang2 terlupa jugak. Especially bila busy sgt dekat office (masa anak sulung la). Sometime, terus catat dalam buku rekod kehamilan tu, but that means I kena always bawa buku rekod kehamilan ke mana-mana je.

Untuk 3rd baby, baru tergerak hati untuk search apps yg suitable for this kind of situation. Kalau tak, macam tak ingat nak monitor berapa banyak baby gerak and I don't want to bring my pink book everywhere in my handbag (not yet!). 

So, I have been using this KICKME Apps since 8 weeks ago. 

Lebih mudah la sebab kita selalu bawa hp ke mana-mana je. 

Setiap kali rasa baby kicking, terus rekod dalam apps ni. 

Ramadan 2016- anak-anak

Assalamualaikum semua. Hari ni dah 11 Ramadhan dah. I baru nak wish everybody Selamat menyambut Ramadhan Al-Mubarak. Sorry for the delay. 

Berpuasa tahun ni sgt2 lain pengalamanya pada I. Ni kali pertama berpuasa dlm keadaan sarat mengandung. Start puasa pada minggu ke 34 pregnancy. Mulanya risau jugak memikirkan mampu ke tak berpuasa tahun ni. Tapi, syukur setakat 10 hari sebelum ni, berjaya menghabiskan ibadah puasa. Berjaya berterawikh jemaah (sama ada di rumah dgn husband/family or di surau). Nikmat sgt dpt laksanakan dua ibadah yg hanya muncul dalam bulan Ramadhan ni je. Syukur Allah swt masih beri kekuatan walaupun ada flaws nya..

To be honest, ni bukanlah pengalaman pertama puasa dan mengandung. Anak no 1- puasa time hujung2 first trimester. Memang lembik and xleh makan bnyk. sahur pon roti and telur je hari2. Tapi masa tu tumpuan hanya pda diri sendiri dan suami.. jadi tak rasa letih sgt pon. 

Anak no 2-puasa masa tgh 5 bulan pregnant. Penat tu biasalah, but lebih energetic compare to msa puasa time first trimester. Ni anak no 3, time third trimester, totally pregnant dgn perut besar ni. Pergi mana pon, orang (even strangers) akan bertanya, eh bila due ni...akak dulu kalau besar ni dah mcm ni mcm ni...Comel je akak2 ni berkongsi pengalaman masing2..Alhamdulillah, dorang concern. walaupun stangers. 

Work Trip to Cameron Highland

Alamak! Scroll post dalam draft, rupanya baru perasan I haven't posted this Cameron Highland work trip lagi! Actually benda ni jadi masa 7-8 April lepas. Dah 2 bulan lebih...

Sebenarnya, kitaorg pergi CH kali ni atas urusan kerja. Ada meeting and workshop untuk research centers. Both husband n myself dalam group research yg sama mission nya. So, both kena attend. 

Mula-mula mcm xnak gi salah sorang, sbb tak tau sapa nak tolong jagakan anak2 kami. 

But, Alhamdulillah, kitaorg bawa jugak, dan mintak tolong our colleague's wife untuk jagakan while we attended the meeting. 

Since dah bawak anak2 , kena la entertained dorang berdua dulu sebelum dua2 kena kurung dalam bilik hotel je.

Kami bertolak around 9am dari rumah. and reach CH around 11am. 

Terus pergi cari strawberry farm untuk bagi anak2 pengalaman strawberry picking.